Miss ya, Bro!

Went airport to send bro keon off to uk at 7. Meet daphne at cityhall first. Thanks for waiting for me!! Hee. When we reached airport, they were still eating so we went foodcourt cos daphne is hungry!

After dinner, keon went to check in. And everyone started to take photo. Took damn long manz. Lots of people came. Faith and sisterhood, jiun yuen, manfred and classmates, spim gang, ag, bro kit, daphne and keon's family. And many many more...

Bro, take care k!! Hope to see ya sooon!!! Please don't be lazy!! Haha. =)

Everyone except keon's family and classmates.

Bro and me!!

Yiyi, bro and me.

Bro kit, yiyi, sis ag, bro yong and me.

Me and weilin.

Daphne and me! After so many phototaking, my smile is soo fake. =\

Yesterday too tired to blog. Study till 2plus last night. Then have to wake up at 8plus. Damn sleepy!!! Whole day doing fyp in school yesterday. So must chiong all the way at night.

Webs paper was tough. Haiz. Really hope i can pass. 50/100 also good. Lol. After paper, back to fyp again. Tired...

Meet hong at je then headed to causeway point. Cos hong wana change her earpiece. Didn't know if my phone still under waranty, we can change our earpiece if spolit! Haha. Good good!

Sista: Take care!!! You're sick again!! Drink lots of water manz!! Hope to see ya all soon! Miss ya!!

Eric and Zai: Both injured yourself.. Be careful next time uh. Get well soon~

SMAD paper!

Erm.. Paper still consider ok. But think there are many questions i answered wrongly. Haiz. Gona prepare for webs paper. Tomorrow fyp again. Hopefully i can manage to study all chapters.

Went for driving at 5. Meet hong at mrt since we are heading the same direction. Auntie hong ah.. Giving tuition so many days. Sianz right? I also. Haha. Anyway learning parallel parking now. Overall ok ba. No engine stall! Lol.

Feeling so uncomfortable today due to my headache. Real pain!! Argh! Just hate the feeling manz! Who love headache?! Lol.

[Feeling. Nothing else.]

Today:

Slept till 2plus in the afternoon! Supposedly driving is at 1030, but i really felt so tired so i cancelled it.

Meet hong and keat at je and we headed to chinatown. But for awhile only cos i need to go home and study for tomorrow smad paper. Haiz. If not, i can go bugis with them. Next time ba.

Tired. zZzz..


Yesterday:

FANTASIC!!!!!

Yesterday concert was super duber nice! Really really enjoy the whole concert. Just don't know how to express out in words.

Bought his latest karaoke vcd and a landyard after the concert. How i wish i could buy all of them. Hee. Jacq went to the concert too. But too many people there so cy and i can't manage to find her.

Before concert, i had fun at kbox with hong, son and waikit too! Lingwei and waikit, watch out uh! Keep bullying me only. Anyway, son, you are a good singer! Should join project superstar 2006! Lol. PS. please don't curse my itp anymore!!! Sorry hong, can't accompany you longer!!!

Took bus 16 to tiong and nr5 till jurong after the concert. Cy sent me home and i accompany him to pioneer mall mac to have his "dinner". Pal, you are sick! Take care! Thanks for the present too!! =)

Gallery:

The stage. Very simple. But i don't care. Haha.

The big screen with JJ's face and him standing on the stage. Can you see him? Lol.

People moutain people sea. FULL HOUSE!

Cousin linda and me.

I managed to sit beside cy! Hee.

Me with the JJ's signature on the ticket, after the concert! Yeah~

Cute right? Haha. Thanks cy!

Was early today. Managed to study quite alot ba. Took a short nap when xp was away to her workplace at suntec to settle some stuff.

Oh ya. I think i saw that liu de hua of qinobe, one of superband contestants. Cos i remember i saw he changed his hair color on monday. It was very obvious cos of the way he dyed his hair. Quite tall, and thin. Haha. Didn't know he hasn't graduate.

Left school at 6plus. Rushed to Lot1 to check JJ's concert ticket for cy. Lucky hong also wana buy some stuff. If not, will be too bored. Anyway managed to buy one ticket at t34 too. Though not same row, but i purposed bought the second seat of three empty ones. Haha. Think no one will buy the seats beside cy ba. So i can sit together with cy!! Hee.

On the way to cck mrt, we saw an amazing performance manz! Haha.

Something was hanging in the air. It's as high as a hdb flat manz!!

And there are people hanging with that "something". It's like so scary.

When coming to the end, they get lower and lower to the audiences. Notice: Can you see there are alot alot of people? Haha. Nice performance.

Managed to take these pictures because im at the mrt platform! Haha.

Going k with hong, son ling wei and waikit at paradise centre tomorrow. But i need to go off abit earlier cos i need to rush down to indoor stadium by 7plus. Sorry guys!

Gona have a good sleep tonigt manz!

3 more days!! wOhoo~

Never thought i will get a chance to watch JJ's concert! Haha. Really thanks to cousin linda for the ticket!! and her friend! Her friend working with JJ wor. So coool... I got the $108 ticket with signature too! Muhaha.

Lin Jun Jie!!

But.. 5 days later it will be smad mst. Find it so hard to concentrate no matter at home or school. Haiz.. Will try my very best!

Watch Da Chang Jin's interview on YouTube with xp before going home. So nice!!! And funny too. The real side of the artistes. Haha.

Btw i was sooo happy when cy told me he don't mind to accompany me watch JJ's concert!! BUT cousin linda's friend sold out all her tickets... Argh! Now the only solution is i go down to one of the sistic outlets and asked if still have tickets that are near my seats. Then that day, we still have to pray that beside him, there is empty seat so i can sit with him!!! *Pray pray pray pray pray!!

Today only xp and i went school. Study at t16 then we had lunch just outside t16 so that we can lookout for our stuff inside. Xp left for table tennis at 3plus. All alone till 6. Abit bored but managed to study.

Back home to rest and had dinner. Went to pioneer mall's mac with justin. Intend to watch world cup there.. BUT... mac at pioneer mall not showing the match. Only selected outlets. Haiz. Anyway, went to justin's house and watch since im already outside. Thanks uh!

Portugal vs Mexico : 2 - 1
Luckily i didn't bet. Wanted to buy draw or mexico. Haha. Save $$!!

Myself with my spectacles

Juzt and me!

Congrats to eric!! You pass your basic theory!! Thanks to my book wor! Haha. Kidding lar. =)

Rain again. But i didn't bring umbrella. Hee. Just walked damn fast! Doing fyp at t15. Still love that place. Lots of memories. Stress, fun, tired.. etc..

Stayed till 6plus. Actually officially ended at 4. But xp and me stayed longer. Back home straight away. Wana watch drama sweet 18 at channel u. Lol.

Angeline, you tried your best already. =) Problem lies on your tester. Pray hard we won't kana him again!! Argh!

Thanks max for the food and drink again wor! =)

Haiz.. Zacf got jj's concert ticket's lobang. Selling $108 ticket at $68. Considered cheap already. Though he wanted to buy as my birthday present, but no one going i also don't wana go. It will be so weird. Haha. Anyway thanks!

Happy Birthday to Jimmy and Zhan Ke!!

[When.. when...?]

Rain rain go away..

Was raining heavily this morning. Waited the rain to stop then i walked out of my house. But.. when i walked out of my block.. it started to rain again!!! Argh.. Walked damn fast to reach the shelter!! Saw the gutarist of mi lu ping (one of the superband contestants)!!

Fyp.. fyp.. Haiz.. Had lunch at 3plus! Hungry until not hungry already. Nevermind. Can diet. 2 meals per day.

Really not enough time to complete all 3 mobile applications. Accoding to xp's calculation, we only left 7 weeks, which means we have to complete one application in 2 weeks. What i can see, i think is like impossible. Haiz.. We shall see how.

Felt so guilty again. If i know cs they all going to stay till evening for fyp, i won't meet hong already. Sorry guys!

Thanks hong too. Accompany me go here and there. But finally got to buy something.

Japan vs Croatia : 0 - 0
Brazil vs Australia : 2 - 0
South korea vs France : 1 - 1

Driving today was ok. But still not stable on the road. Next driving lesson will be parallel parking! Bumped into justin and his sister at boon lay mrt.

Went home after driving. Feeling so tired. A few times i forgot to turn! Luckily uncle chong turn in time. Haiz. Anyway went back to my dreamland after some rest.

Wake up at dinner time! Haha. Went pioneer mall and celebrate father's day. =)

Got to know swee leong's mom illness. Haiz. I don't how to console him also. But only can say.. human being will leave this world one day. It's the matter of time. Haiz. Don't know what i'm talking also. Anyway, she can make it one!! *Pray*

Sianz.. Can't watch the world cup matches!! Argh.. when i want justin to accompany me go mac watch. He not online! When he asked me watch, i not interested in the matches! Haiyo. Nevermind, using firefox add-ons. Get to know the live score. Better than nothing!

Finally weekend has arrived!!

Had a long chat on phone last night. Felt much more relax after the chat.

Woke up at 10 to watch the repeat telecast of superband. Back to sleep till 2plus then woke up. Finally i could wake up naturally. Haha. But it can only happened for just one day, which is today.

Tomorrow gona wake up early for driving at 930. Haiz. Tiring day. Trying to study webs but managed to study abit only. Celebrating father's day tomorrow too. Gona go bankrupt soon loo!

Was at home the whole day. Not bad. Parents bought lots of stuff back. Haha. Below is one of things they bought. It's a kiwi sponge!!But it really looks like a kiwi spongeCAKE. I abit wu liao so took picture of that. Haha.



[Not enough fresh air..?]

Meet hong at 11plus. Then we headed to suntec city to meet son, ling wei. Had lunch with him at crystal jade. Son, thanks for the meal!!! =) Remember your promises yeah?! Haha. Hope to see ya soon k.. Take care.

Handsome son and me!!

After lunch, he continue with his itp. So hong and me went town cos i wanted to look for some stuff. But didn't manage to find it. Wasted a day. Haiz..

Was home early.

[How can i stop feeling stress? In the first place, why should i be stressed? There are still many people out there who are worse than me. Haiz..]

Felt so guilty whenever we are fyp-ing. Haiz.. Can't help much also.

Anyway i nearly fell asleep while tony was talking to us. Always feel like not enough sleep. Lol.

Meeting sista, hong and hui at dover, 515. But i was early. Reached there 440. So i tried to connect to sp wireless though i was at the mrt platform. And i managed to do that. Haha.

Went to bugis for dinner. Then we walked from bugis to marina square to slack. Sista and i was playing puzzle fighter while hui was sleeping and hong was staring in the blank. Haha. After my lappy battery dead, we started to play poker cards (dai di). It was quite fun. Luckily tomorrow no fyp.

Reached home at 11pm. By then, i was so tired. But tomorrow will still meet my son, lingwei at his workplace with hong. It's like long long time didn't see him already. So must make a trip down to visit him.

zZzz

[I can do it?! =)]

Met ping and jimmy at jp. Sorry to make you all wait for more than half an hour. I really didn't keep track of time manz. Sorry.

Had our dinner at swensen. The standard of the food there dropped alot. Shall not eat there so often in the future. Ordered a regular earthquake. It was too much. We were all so full! Lol. Anyway thanks jimmy for the treat. =)

Shopped around jp and ping bought some stuff that she needs. Went home at 9.

Hey thanks jimmy for the present!! So amazing, so cool, so special so cuteee..!! Haha. The kapo itself is so cute already, yet it can serve as tv remote control. All types of tv brand also can. So cool lar. Lol.

My elder sister sent mms to her bf with the pictures of kapo remote control somemore. Haha. He think it was cool too. He saw it to his army mates also. So funny lar. Everyone was so amazed by it. Wahaha.

Kapo!!

It's left feet! Adjust for channels~

It's right feet! Adjust for volume~

It shall sit in my living room. Muhaha.

Another tiring day.

Woke up at 8plus. Fell asleep during fyp. Feeling so sleepy. We didn't have much progress for fyp. Haiz.. Everyone is just so tired and stressed.

World Cup came at the wrong timing. Almost all matches held at late night. Left school at 4plus for driving practical. I'm afraid i can't concentrate while driving.

Saw cas, choon wee, desmond and max when i was out from the toilet. So coincidence. They were heading home i think. Anyway max, thanks for the bread and orange juice! Xie xie.

Do vertical parking today. Was much much more smoother now. NO engine stall on the road! But my foot was in pain due to the covered shoes. I just dislike covered shoes. Moreover, while doing parking, use of clutch is like.. all the time. Left leg was so so tired and pain.

Home by 7. Managed to catch sweet 18.

Anyway, Korea won Togo! We shall the next coming match. Switzerland vs France. I hope Switzerland will win. But i think abit difficult. Pray hard then.

Force myself to wake up early and left home as soon as possible. Meet hong first then Sista and hui joined us at 1pm. We watched cars. Quite nice. At the beginning was abit boring, but overall still not bad. Really long time didn't catch any movie.


Accompany sista to jp to get her gems notes from her friend with hong and hui. Headed to marina square and slack after that. Anyway we ate nice food and the environment there was good. So cooling.. But hui didn't join us cos she is too tired. Next time ba.

Thanks for all the encouragement. I will recover soon.

Everything had come to the end..

In the first place, i knew this will happened. But i don't give a darn. Because i believed in myself. Now.. I know i'm wrong. I just couldn't let go of myself to lead a better life. Why should a person live in such a miserable life? I think there isn't any answer to it.

People just have to face the reality. But sorry, i can't. I admitted that i'm a coward. But that's the truth. Come to this situation, my heart.. my brain.. my soul.. my body.. my everything.. blank. Feeling so cold, so hurt.

This matter had dragged for a long period for me. I think i need a much more longer time to recover. I don't know when will that be.. It's just too too deep.

I can't say this thing happened so sudden. But.. really.. can't accept it even though i know this will happen eventually.

People will say life isn't about a person.. You lost that person doesn't means end of the world. I know.. I will keep this in mind. No matter what, i treasure every single memories because i know they won't happen again. Memories once gone is gone..

Thanks for everything. Sorry if i said words that are harsh to you. Take care.

Thanks for the present from hong nang, guan ling, swee leong, lenoard and risheng. Especially rs.. make the effort to do this. Thanks. =)

Meet angeline at far east 11am. Got to wake up early again. But no choice cos got to buy jacq and cy's present.

Bought a pair of shoes for myself. Wanted one for so long already. Finally managed to find one. But it's abit tight or small ba. AND.. because of the paper bag of the shoes and rain, my nike was dirty!! Argh.. it can't be help! Haiz..

Waited till 12plus then shops started to open. So late.. Rush back to clementi by 2 for k-session with angeline, cy, xp and weilun. Sang till 7pm. Met eugene and we headed to jacq's house for dinner cum birthday celebration.

Cy and me at kbox

Happy Birthday, Jacq!

Us!

Stayed till 10plus then cy sent me home. Thanks ah. Hee.

Everyone had a long chat together. Gossip here and there. Haha. Nice. =)

Sorry, eric! Can't join you all. Cos i think by the time i reached your place, i can only stay for one hour plus. Abit stupid. LOL. Hope you all enjoy!

[Am i making any obstruction between them. If so, i'm sorry.]

LAST day at Siemens..

Took cab from potong pasir to Siemens due to the rain. Today everything was fast. But my gastric and stomach is giving me problem. Took lots of pictures at Siemens. Haha. Xp and i was having fun. Muhaha...

It's the last day at Siemens. Had a weird feeling. Maybe we had get used to the environment there. lol

Memories there..

Entrance

My visitor pass

Our training center

Pantry

Lots of variety.. Coffee, tea, milo, milk.. many more..

Break time!

Good place to rest..

Toilet!!!! Wahaha..

Inside the training center

Scenery outside the training center

Happy Birthday to Hong Nang & Jacqueline!!

Day two at Siemens..

Raining heavily especially in the morning! Had to ask mother to bring me over to the bus stop. Thought i didn't bring my ezlink card, but i found it after i reached potong pasir! Argh.

Anyway... It was a tiring day. Gastric is killing me again especially with the bad cough i had. It's so painful.

Went home after trainig. Felt so terrible.

Day one at Siemens..

Felt so sleepy in the morning. Woke up at 630! Can't get used to it manz. Still must tahan for the next two days.

But i had a nice breakfast today. Cos my "english" and "lunar" birthday fell on the same day! So qiao! So mother cooked mee suan for me. Hee.

Two big boiled eggs!! With lots of meat.

Yummy.. Nice nice!

At siemens.. In the beginning, the training session was miserable. At the later part, it was better. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day ba.

Siemens building at potong pasir

My pass. Have to carry it everywhere we go.

Siemens company was big. Am i going to work in this type of environment when i graduated?? No no.. I don't think so. Haha.

Meet hong at clarke quay. Decided to meet her last minute. Haha. Thanks for asking me out uh. My birthday wasn't so lonely afterall. Hee. Slack awhile then we went to bugis to look for some stuff.

Before: A mango cake from HONG!!


After: A mango cake with one twister fries and chilli sauce on top. Looks like a candle right? Wahaha. I'm creative k! =x

Thanks Hong!

Happy Birthday to Jin Fang and Nadine!

Happy Birthday to Myself!

One day break

Woke up in the morning, outside was raining heavily. Is heaven crying for me? Sometimes i always think too much.

Meet hong at 2. Out to breathe some fresh air. But still not a good day. Feeling quite down. Bought a box to keep all the unhappiness inside. I hope that works...

I won't open it unless i really forget every single moments that WAS happy in the past but IS unhappy now. Even if i opened it, i will be feeling down again. Memories will start flooding my brain and heart.. which i don't want it to happen. I must be strong and independent. But who knows the next moment i fell. I'm just too weak.

Haiz..

[I just want a new life after 12am. But something just don't leave me. I hate it. I hate it. Why can't i throw it far far away and leave it in my 18th year. You are not giving me a chance to do that. Now i feel so hurt than ever. Everything is too late now.. Unless miracle will happen in less than 30 minutes. I know it's impossible. *Make it clear then. Don't drag anymore. If not, i might never never be happy forever.]

Memorable birthday celebration i will always remember..

Thanks for everything!!! Sista, hong, hui, cas, max and waikit.. Thanks for all the presents and effort.

Especially sista, hong and hui for the big card and many many more!! Everything that you all had made and prepared. Xin ku ni men le. Love you girls..

Hong bao from sis and eujinn

Big birthday card!!!

Flower, perfume, mini sd and crystal case from sista, hong and hui!!

Additional present from sista!! Pencil case and card holder..

Twho flesh-imp shirts from max

Necklance from cas

[Maybe i know what to do now.]