Effort?

Meet ping and jimmy at 12 today. Had lunch at fish&co on jimmy's treat!!. Ordered seafood platter for two and fried calamari. Always don't want us to pay! Next time buy lots lots lots of drink to your house then you know! Hahaha.. By the way, thanks!!

Shopped around at jp then headed to jimmy's house to slack. Went home at 6plus to 7.

By jimmy. It's a magnet. So cuteee.. & the box.. Nice nice.

By ping. So nice of her. DIY one. Remind me of the old days.

Thanks to the both of them. So sorry i didn't get anything for you all. Hee. Next time k? =)

Supposed to go zouk tomorrow but think no girls going so im not going too. Intend to go watch FD3 but don't think everyone can make it tomorrow le. Haiz. Maybe other days ba.

[What can i say? Maybe i didn't put in enough effort?]

Fyp briefing was stress. All external projects. Company like nokia, siemens, ida and etc. Really need to read or search which one should we choose.

After briefing, had a small briefing among our group members(cs, darran, xp and zacf). Then had lunch at fc5 with cs and darran.

Xp at holland v already so i went over there to meet her. But i missed by one stop!! Thought it should be ok. BUT.. that one stop is so far away from the previous one. In the end, xp came and find me then we took cab down to jelita cold storage at holland rd.

Went to queensway shopping center after that. But we were so stupid. Was waiting for 147 at clementi bus stop for about 1/2 hour? We then realised that bus stop NO 147! Haha.

While waiting for angeline to come, bumped into cas. Went to ikea too. Cos xp wana buy some stuff.

After that went back school for gp briefing. Don't really like the feeling. Don't wish to elaborate much.

Just wana say.. Senior is still senior. Don't climb over our head!

Anyway tomorrow meeting ping and jimmy for lunch! Long time didn't come out le ba. See ya all in hours later.

[Breathless]

Follow feeling or fact?

Met hong, cas and waikit at paradize for k session. Cos itp starting tomorrow. So cas asked us out.

Not bad. Quite fun ba. Short of sista and hui only. So sad.

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Finally we had a talk but was a short one. Cos i really have no courage to start on that topic. Anyway things are not clear yet. Why? I don't like the feeling now.. Hanging in the air myself with a rope. The process of waiting will eventually made someone's heart stopped pumping. I don't wish to be that "soemone". Can i just cut the rope myself? Or someone can lend me a hand? I don't know.

Think + Wait = Tired.

I know you need more time. And you are tired too. But i don't know what i can do. Am i giving you stress or what. I don't wish to. But am i the one? If not, just let know k. I will respect your decision and will be happy that you let me know.

You said i never mentioned much in my blog. You should read through carefully. Maybe is abit hard to catch what i wanted to say and feel ba.

Anyway.. I don't know what i want also. Just hate it. You are so unlucky that you met a friend like me. Bring you problems. I'm sorry.

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What a long entry i had today. Just endless of words to mention here. Gona go rest soon. Tomorrow going for briefing on fyp at 10. 7 will be the GP briefing. Maybe between these two briefings, will go for job interview ba. Hopefully i can manage to find one.

[What can i do? What i want? What you want? - Where are all my ans???]

Was late today. Hong, sorry! Make you wait so long.

Anyway before leaving home, was nearly got choked manz. The meat was so hard and i keep swallowing the food down. That moment i really felt so uncomfortable. Went to drink some water but worst! Luckily after awhile ok already.

Went to beach rd with hong and waikit to look for stuff for FO camp. After that, went to school for announcement.

camp chief : max
chief cook : yongshun
assist chief cook : salina
male warden : desmond
female warden : janet
medic : zai
photographer : suzhen
assist photographer : farhan
male GLT : guna
female GLT : faith
GP IC : waikit
assist GP IC : keathong

male GL : son farhan, shafiq, saufi, din, guohao, choonwee, jeremy
female GL: daugther amanda, nicole, keatying, xinru, liza, weiting, tricia

So happy that farhan, amanda, keat ying and choon wee become GL. Hee. Gona be grandma already. Haha. Old loo.

Went to spgg with some union people to attend a party for sp student leaders. It was a pub. But of cos no alcoholic drinks. Haha.

yeah~~ wOhoo!!

BACK! Finally, exam is OVER!! Haha..

Today is the last paper. Wlan which is the worst paper ba. Came out quite fast cos i really give up. Quite alot of questions i don't really know. After paper, cs. darran, xp, zacf and i stayed back to discuss on our fyp.

The atmosphere was so weird. Haiz. Fyp really gona commit alot. i must do it manz.

After that, we headed to bugis. Shopped around to buy yy's birthday present. Bought bag at surf and rider. But in the end, changed to a sufer pants. Cos yy just bought a bag on the same day. Haha.

Went to tian tian hou guo and celebrated yy's birthday. Think that will be my first and last time eating there. It's not worthy manz.

Anyway after eating, we slack all the way then we bumped into alex from mit. So we went for a drink together.

Home by 12plus. Cy sent me home. Hey thanks manz. For the few days, you had been sending me home. Can only say you so unlucky, always you. Anyway really thanks alot.

Happy belated birthday to din and yy!!